Been so long since i've posted. The whole history thing hasn't blown over yet. Well, not much of a surprise really.
Actually, i was even thinking of apologizing to her first. Yet something in me refused to do so. It told me to wait and wait.
Been thinking about the person I used to be...and the person I am now. I can't say that secondary school has done wonders to my personality, but it has certainly altered it. I don't feel as weak as before. I don't cry after everything bad that happens. I've learnt to bottle everything up and cry like mad when I get home.
Oh, did you notice? There's no such thing as "cute" in secondary school. There's only something called "act cute".
Sheesh. Like...what have they been teaching these girls?
Or for another matter, what have they been teaching me?
I feel like...i'm being swayed by these people. They cloud my judgement of others and instill nothing but utter rubbish, jealousy and dislike in me.
So I asked Frank something about my personality. (Man...I can't remember what. ><) He said it was okay. I was less 'explosive' emotionally and all. Like...my emotions don't go running haywire everywhere in one go. He also told me that he thought I was crazy when we first talked.
So I glared at him. xD (well...almost. I was joking with him.)
I feel a certain amount of dislike towards myself now. I don't know how I can ignore this ugly feeling.
Maybe I do despise myself in a sense. Yet i believe that i'm not all that bad.
Artist: Green Day Song title: Wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
like my father has come to pass seven years has gone so fast wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are
as my memory rests but never forgets what I lost wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed the innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again like we did when spring began wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are
as my memory rests but never forgets what I lost wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends wake me up when september ends wake me up when september ends ___________________________________________________________________
This song is dedicated to all who feels that they've lost their way of life (or 'in' life). I hope that you guys would smile always...
Name: Sakura Rikami
Birthday: 15th June
Location: In the deepest depths of hell
Age: Sure...I'll tell you if you come to hell with me. xD
{Faves/Desires/Wishes}
-I just want someone to release me from my hell.
-Cosplay costumes?
-An Ipod. (I wanna listen to songs!)
-Comics. LOTS of comics.
-Lazy to write the rest...^^"