I'm going to work hard! =X I think the anime fueled my love for basketball even more.
Speaking of basketball, I got some practice with the girls today. Somehow, I tried to be more pro-active and it worked. So I managed to play with them. ^^ We went against some boys and although I could tell that they underestimated us. Hahahahaha.
One guy even said that we were kinda good. Maybe he was referring to XY and HT...but it doesn't matter. Cuz I wanna work hard in basketball now! I wanna be good enough to play with guys.
I think I'm going to faint. (AIKAWA KAZUHIKO!!!!)
There was rain in the end though...and the finals were postponed to tomorrow. So nervous...(although I'm not playing.) We MUST win them. Someone said we surely can win. I told him that he was being optimistic lol. After all, we're up against 3A and that's one class to be reckoned with. They have ALL kinds of sports people and their girls squished our class in Netball. Their guys are extremely excellent in basketball too.
Scary... x.x"
Anyway...I'm still disappointed when I discovered that I wasn't playing...I honestly wanted to play and do my best...but I guess that they have cliques and it's hard when you're not that close to the popular kids.
But still...! >=3
Shall try a lot harder. Shall practice and get better.
Someone told me that she could see the love I had for basketball. I replied, "Really?" I was kinda surprised. It was a subconscious thing. When I'm playing basketball, everything else doesn't matter. What matters is that I enjoy myself and we win our opponents. There's no such thing as not passing the ball to somebody just because you're not on good terms with her. To me...I'm really happy when I play basketball.
I feel so relaxed and happy. Truely.
We can do this. When this is over, I'm going to train hard. There's something that's going to happen in my school. ^^ It's a secret now though, but I hope I can get in.
It's like a dream. A wonderful dream.
Anyways...My fanfic is coming along fine! I've been receiving pretty good reviews.
Chatting with someone from my class now. OMG. He plays Audition! And now, he's teaching me LOTS of cool freestyle moves! *writes them down* This rocks. Lemme see....Moonwalk...breakdance....and some other random moves! Can't wait to try them out! ><
Kami-sama has been very nice to me lately. I think the rain today was purposely sent by him to postpone the match. After all, i had choir today and it would be a shame if I had to miss the match.
Arigato, Kami-sama! ^^
Oh yeah. After what Kami-sama had done for me and all...I've decided that he might be teaching me to be selfless. So I must follow his good example and be a good girl. I've decided to bury my grudge and stop hating people. Kami-sama teaches me lots. ^^
Freya is right, they've hurt me. But still, I believe that there's a good side in everybody and I should stop focusing on the bad side of those people.
After all, Kami-sama, frank, min and ning have forgiven me. I've been a bad girl but they didn't hold a grudge against me. So I should learn from them.
Shall now happily hop away to do my fanfic. The readers are waiting! I won't disappoint them.
Name: Sakura Rikami
Birthday: 15th June
Location: In the deepest depths of hell
Age: Sure...I'll tell you if you come to hell with me. xD
{Faves/Desires/Wishes}
-I just want someone to release me from my hell.
-Cosplay costumes?
-An Ipod. (I wanna listen to songs!)
-Comics. LOTS of comics.
-Lazy to write the rest...^^"