{This Moment..Let's keep it forever.}

Inner conflicts

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Freya: Stupid girl. I can't believe you let them do this to you...
Sakura: Shang...
Freya: Why should you even care about what the hell they think? They don't even give you the basic human respect! When something bad happens, all they do is give excuses and crap for it. Then somehow it becomes your fault. So why the hell are you still with them?

*sakura looks down sadly*

Shang: I know you're worried. I'll be fine, don't worry.
Freya: You know...you can always call upon me and I'll settle them for you.
Shang: Ah...I think you did a lot for me already. I'll be able to handle this...I don't want to hurt anybody.
Freya: *gives a sarcastic laugh* Like they care about that. You were there...you saw it! The way they purposely refused to let you join in. They have already gone past the point of being fair to all and let their personal feelings interfere with their work.
Shang: Haha. I could do so too...you know.
Freya: Yes, but you're as stupid as Sakura. All the shyt about being nice and all is going to get the both of you killed one of these days.
Sakura: Freya!
Freya: I'm only stating the truth. If I hadn't defended Shang up till now, those people would have already ripped her apart.
Shang: I didn't choose to let you completely take over because I believe that we must not take things to a harsh level.
Freya: ....Another irritating trait of Sakura's. You've got to be less trusting when you're dealing with these people.
Shang: They're my friends-
Freya: Friends...? After what they've done to you, you still dare to call them 'friends'?
Shang: I...
Freya: If one day some madman comes along and wants to kill them, I swear I'll just stand and watch.
Sakura: It's against our code. We're suppose to help people, not stand there when somebody wants to kill our friends.
Freya: SHUT UP. They're not MY friends. They're not YOUR friends. Plus, they're better off dead. At least they won't be a menace to anybody anymore.
Sakura: Freya, please stop...
Freya: Do you know why I'm so freakin angry with the both of you? You guys always never want to defend yourself. All you ever think about is other people. Doesn't it hurt when they hurt you? You want to be the nice person? Fine. But look at where it got you!
Shang: That's why you're here...aren't you?
Freya: Wh- I...
Shang: You could have chosen to leave us. You could have left us to die. But I think you understood the fact that Sky can't be there for Sakura or me forever. So you decided to stay.
Freya: Maybe. Maybe not.

Shang: All I'm saying is...I believe in others and I believe in you.
Freya: ......Then why did you allow me to appear occasionally? Do you want to hurt them?
Shang: Maybe... I held back though, didn't I?
Freya: This sucks. You've been extremely influenced by Sakura.
Sakura: That's a good thing right? ^^
Freya: No. It only means that she'll be bullied by them again.

Shang: Relax, Freya. I've already decided to do something about the current situation. I won't let them bully me ever again.
Freya: And...? what is it that you're going to?
Shang: I've already taken action today. It's time to voice out some opinions.
Freya: I say we take the more direct approach.
Shang: Like what? Bash them up while screaming "Die, you b******!"?
Freya: I have the urge to do so.
Shang: No...if there's one thing I learned while dealing with these people, is that we must make things much more than just let them gain some physical injuries.
Sakura: A fate worse than death...
Shang: Right. I don't think even their deaths would be worth it. All the pain and suffering they brought upon others.
Freya: Those plastic people. If you need my help, you'll know where to find me, Shang.
Shang: I know that you love doing evil stuff, Freya. But you're not evil yourself...
Freya: Yes I am. I'm the darker side between Sakura and I, right? It's my job to show people how hell looks like.
Shang: Like what you did to min...?
Freya: That was a pure accident that nobody wanted to happen. You just simply cracked and my fullest potential was unleased. You saw the damage. You could do that to her too. That girl, who is always antagonizing you at school.
Shang: I'm afraid of the power...Freya. I'm afraid of myself. I am not Sakura after all.
Sakura: But you've done well to learn.
Freya: Right. So stop being so stupid and thinking about all these "I'm afraid of my power" thing. When you would unleash your true potential, they must have done something to deserve it.
Sakura: Hmm...to put it simply, Shang, remember that thing you read about the main girl character having to compete with the other jealous princesses for the prince's love?
Shang: uh....yeah. But she was already loved by the prince then.
Sakura: That's not the point. ^^" The point is that those ignorant princesses brought trouble onto themselves when they messed with her.
Shang: Oh yeah...I remember. Then someone was seen saying, "She's like a sleeping lioness, those princesses are the flies around her tail. They didn't know what they're messing with. To do something as stupid as waking her...they're so foolish."
Sakura: Yes. That is exactly the case now. The more they push you, they more you'd awaken. Because you looked like a pushover and all, so they kept making use of you. However, they don't know what they're messing with.
Freya: She's right. Bite them when you need to.
Shang: I....see.

Freya: Anyway. I'll be watching you. If they tried anything that is really mean, don't hesitate to call upon me. I'll burn them for you.
*Freya turns around and disappears into the darkness*

Sakura: I'll be...on the First Monument...Praying for some of the people. Cheer up, Shang.
Shang: Thanks, Sakura. Tell Freya I said thanks as well...
*Sakura disappears as well in a flash of light*

Shang: *mutters* Well...what if I said that I'm the most evil one among the three of us? Would they believe me? I've...nothing to lose. She took it all away...and now, I think I'm going to make her pay.

"A fate that is worse than death itself: Loneliness."

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