Just look at the tagboard and the post. AND WHAT'S UP WITH THIS BLACK BLOGSKIN!?!
I must be out of my mind.
Same day at school. Lonely, Pathetic, filled with angst.
So nothing much to say about it. Just that birds of the same feather flock together.
Apparently, I'm the ugly duckling in that flock of birds. I don't belong and I have to find the one true place I really belong. This sounds all fluffy and nice, except that there's no such place.
It must have been painful...for people to be alone.
I've been observing people and noticing their reactions. I've decided that there's nobody in my school that strikes me as a potential friend whom I need. Everybody has their flaws and virtues, but the sad thing is most have more flaws than virtues.
Maybe I'm just a bitter old lady lol. Maybe I'm just sick of all these things. People tell you to do this, but they do that. People tell you not to lie or 'backstab' people, but they do so. People don't want you to treat them like trash, but they treat you worse than trash.
I'm like...totally in a 'Freya' mode now.
I wished I could turn back time. But if I did, I would have been blinded for all my life as to how crappy my personality has been altered.
I'm sad, I'm tired, and my head hurts. Don't preach to me now.
Don't tell me you understand. Nobody does. We're all living in different environments. Nobody would understand how pathetic my life is now. I just want to be alone for the rest of today. (which is...for the next 18 mins.)
My sentences don't even make sense! God. I need sleep.
Name: Sakura Rikami
Birthday: 15th June
Location: In the deepest depths of hell
Age: Sure...I'll tell you if you come to hell with me. xD
{Faves/Desires/Wishes}
-I just want someone to release me from my hell.
-Cosplay costumes?
-An Ipod. (I wanna listen to songs!)
-Comics. LOTS of comics.
-Lazy to write the rest...^^"