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Saturday, January 5, 2008

Just came off from audition...

My last few rounds were inhabited by two ppl...a guy and a girl. They were screaming "KOR!" and "MEI!" all over the place. If I was a mean person, I would roll my eyes. But I wasn't. So what I did was: Keeping quiet and maintaining a calm expression on my face.

It's seriously not that I have anything against god-brothers and sisters. In fact, I think that they're a good thing, especially when you're the only child in your family. But strangely enough, people always...well...they just don't get how important that bond is. They just go, "Heyheyhey! Do you wanna be my gan-kor? (god-brother) You wan? Okay hor! Then we from now on brothers!" And somehow, it makes them unduly happy.

You don't go around and acknowledge any random passerby or some friend that you've met only weeks ago as your god-brother.

Worse still...those two people were ganging up in an arguement with a guy. They were scolding vulgarities all over the place and wasting everybody's time. I don't think that we have donkey years to hear them scolding nonsensical stuffs over and over again. In fact, they only used simple words such as "ccb" or "knnccb" or "dog" (I seriously dunno why they bother with this word.) or "siao" and etc etc.

I think this reflects on their intellect. Honestly. If you want to have arguements, please have it in a civillized way. I didn't want to flame or blog so agitatedly at first...but i think that thinking about it makes me sad and somehow mad.

I pray for their parents. If they were my kids, I'll either beat them up so bad till they've learnt their lesson, or I'll disown them. Maybe it's cuz I had friends before who were very bad too. It hurts me to see them destroy themselves so slowly but surely. Especially the girl...my god. The way she scolded vulgarities...

Do you honestly think a nice man would fall for you and marry you in the future?

I think she'll probably get stuck with hooligans at this rate and her husband will abuse her everyday if this continues. She even asked her 'kor' whether he had a gang. o.O

Like...omg?

So what if he has? Are you gonna mobilize his entire 'brotherhood' to go beat up some guy who dissed you off in audition? That's the funny thing about people. Maple...audition... They are all mindless games which just provide entertainment for the kids who feel stressed over their work.

And are you going to treat it like it's your life and kill someone over it?

"OMG! HE KSED ME! The b******! WE MUST GO KILL HIM." =.=

It's only a monster. I repeat... A monster. ONE monster.

Even if it is a boss monster, it's just ONE monster. Will it kill you to try to find it again? Or you can spend the next two hours of waiting for that ONE monster on more useful stuffs, such as doing your most probably unfinished work and some other things you have lying around in the house.

I feel so exasperated and I don't even know why.

Okay...back to the audition. Anyways...you'll probably ask me, "Since you are so frustrated and you hate them so much, why don't you just leave the room? It's not like there's no other rooms in audition for you to hop to."

My answer to that would be: I only remained in the same room as the intellectually challenged because...

1. I am a kid. I like winning. *smiles*
2. I wanted to teach them a lesson BY winning.
3. I wanted to show them that they're not the BEST in the world. That is a disillusion.

In the end, the guy was super lousy and didn't put up much of the fight. So I played more against the girl. She was chancing and I was not. (In case you don't know, chancing in audition brings about more points. So when you don't chance, you lose out.) Yet I managed to take over her in the last 10 seconds. I bet she'll probably be unable to sleep tonight.

I bet I sound kiddy. But it doesn't matter. Since you're only young for once in your life. I like to enjoy life as it goes by.

To wrap up their little 'game', they went "muackzzzzzz" and "hugs" and "miss you! xD" to each other before they went off.

The Nice Me: Um...okay? o.O
The Mean Me: OMG. I sense incest!

Funny thing was...they were supposed to sorta sms each other later or wadever i think. So I guess the few minutes that they were not seeing each other actually makes them wanna die.

"They scold me ccb nvm. But they scold kor ccb! Cannot forgive!"

*Blows a whistle (the types which the DM uses)*

It's obvious that she has a crush on him. Cuz the guy already said that it was okay le. (a.k.a he calmed down. So it was plus points for his intelligence.) But she wouldn't let it go.

It's true. If someone said something nasty about someone important to me, I'll probably use the death glare and return my vengence twicefold.

But since I'm in a mean state now, I shall bluntly state the obvious: She's just trying to make her 'kor' like her more.

I hope that her 'kor' notices. I mean...they're so matching for each other. =.=

I think I'm just being picky and mean. I dunno. Maybe it's the heat.

I just...really got sick of such people. They really have no lives.

Nobody was born bad. So I really dunno what happened to them.

I feel so mean, so evil and so b******.

*sigh*

I don't even know why I bother to play such mindless games! o.O

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

*runs around screaming*

I need frank. ;_;

I need psycological counseling.

I've been quite irritated at confronting or talking to people recently. I don't know why.

Ever since the start of this year, my dark side has been spilling and overflowing.

I just can't be bother with people and I inevitably direct my anger towards some poor ones. (not the two mentioned above though. =.= They deserve it and all that I've written are truly my heartfelt thoughts.)

I'm really sorry.

I hope I'll get over this stage soon.

7:11 AM i need you.